Wednesday, July 29, 2020

Self-Discovery: Day 8

What do you worry about?

Ugh. This isn't something I like talking about, or even acknowledging that I deal with, but I guess it's time. 

💥 I worry about when RJ will get a job.
He's applied to 15+ places, but hasn't received any responses. I know his lack of experience is hindering him, but I see 'help wanted' signs up all over. Why aren't they calling him back? Grrr!!

💥 I worry about what kind of adult RJ will be.
He's lazy. Perhaps one of the most lazy people I've ever met. He has this preconceived idea that he's gonna be able to get a job that doesn't deal with the public, so his replies to everything that talks about helping customers, is negative. He's never going to get a job with that attitude, and I can't force him to change it. Grrr!!

💥 I worry about being able to pay bills due to this "pandemic".
I'm laid off. Because of this, I don't have money flowing like before. This poses a problem when there's still a plan for a wedding in the future. And with all the extra 'pandemic money' people are getting, the government is going to make us pay that back somehow. And that scares the crap out of me, because we already don't have a lot of money. Grrr!!

💥 I worry about what the currently government is doing to our country.
I am a Trump supporter. Make what you want of that, and think what you want of that. I don't care. What I do care about, are the idiots in charge of California, trying to make it difficult for the country they're supposed to be protecting, to work. There is absolutely zero reason any business, AT ALL, should be closed. Period. This control our governor has right now, is out of control, and someone needs to do something. Grrr!!

💥 I worry about whether or not we can continue to live in California.
Again, the governor of this state is an idiot. He doesn't care about this state. It's obvious by the horrible job he did as mayor of San Fran. I mean, he's a joke. An absolute joke to the office he holds. It's embarrassing, to say the least, and I can't wait to move out of this piece-of-shit state. 

💥 And I worry about what it's going to be like if we actually do move out of California.
If we move out of Cali, it's going to be to a location where I can transfer in my position. Since there are offices in several locations across the US, I can pick any location. But what if we pick a place that we hate living? It's so expensive to move, so I know we can't do it over and over again. The only thing I'm certain about, is that we need to get out of this state. And fast. 

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