Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Today’s thoughts

If he leaves stuff at my house, does that mean I’m guaranteed a return visit from him? Or does he leave stuff behind on purpose, knowing that it’s painful difficult for me to see them without thinking about how much I miss him?

I’m human. And as we know, humans are known to make mistakes. Me? I make LOTS of mistakes. I purposely do not use a pencil when I write because I don’t like the idea of having to erase something. Deleting is so permanent. Maybe that’s why I’m okay with him leaving things here. If he took everything, I guess he’d be deleting himself. And secretly, even though he’ll never tell me, I think he knows how much I really do need him in my life. I think he does it for me. Because he knows it brings me a sense of security. He takes care of me like that (even though I know he doesn’t have to).

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